This is a little something I wrote a while back. I keep forgetting putting dates on the things I write, damn it.. Anyway, I wrote this when I was actually “not feeling”, and I was a little hard with my non feeling self.
Hope you enjoy it.
I need to find myself again
I feel lost and with no purpose
I feel trapped in the shell I made myself
I need a new beginning
where I don’t feel intimidated by anyone.
New faces, new places, new everything.
I want to feel again
I want to feel love or care again.
It’s been so long since I felt,
A touch, a kiss, a hug..
I want a hug, so much it hurts,
not an ordinary hug,
a hug that would make me feel safe,
a hug that would make me feel warmth,
that would take my breath away.
A hug with a real emotion and passion.
Now all seems an impossible dream,
when it used to be so easy..
I want to fucking feel again.
All I feel lately
its a mild nostalgia that makes me cry
but the tears seem to be without emotion.
I want sparkles in my eyes again,
I want butterflies in my belly,
I want someone who would care about me .
I want to feel the passion in my veins, running through my blood
and say, I fucking love you!
I wish I had a time machine
and go back to when I felt care.
It’s so hard to be strong all the time.
I feel like crumbling
like going mad.
I need to find myself again,
I’m gonna lose it..
Piscis is the sign of love. Piscis is an artist and a dreamer.
Pisces like to seduce.
They never give straight answers.
Pisces likes to help other people especially those who need a friend or are lonely.
They love to be dominated.
Pisces needs to be held gently and whispered sweet nothings into their ear.
Pisces wants the fairy-tale romance and happy ending.
Pisces love passionate kisses and a loving embrace.
Pisces wants the kind of sex that drips with passion. They will light up your life with passion and romance.
Their hearts turn to mush when they fall in love.
Pisces is a great sign to sink your teeth into. It may be hard to grab onto a Pisces, but once you do you’re never letting go.