Oh the Mamihlapinatapei.. In case you don’t know what this means, here’s the explanation: Yagan (indigenous language of Tierra del Fuego) – “the wordless, yet meaningful look shared by two people who both desire to initiate something but are both reluctant to start”
Have you ever had this feeling? Lately I’ve had a lot of this and honestly, I don’t know what to do about it.
I know I’m all carpe diem!!, tomorrow might be too late!!, don’t wait, just do it.. But there’s something about this feeling that doesn’t let me feel it all together.
Why are we so complicated on things that we shouldn’t?
Why do we wait until the last minute to get things done? Anything done? Even love?
It’s funny because in my life, everything’s falls into place at the moment it should’ve, even if it doesn’t feel like it at first sight..
Back to the matter, sometimes I just wanna grab him and never let him go and sometimes I don’t even care what he’s doing, and yet it seems that something is going on..
I just wish these things were as easy as picking between a pair of shoes, or ice cream (although ice cream picking can turn into a headache from time to time).
Why are we so afraid of our feelings, j know I am. I might not be afraid of heights, spiders or insects but I’m terrified of feelings, like they might kill me or something. Man I’m fucked up..
At the end I always come up with the same phrase motherfucker roller coaster mind…